Winter Reflection

I’ve decided to make this blog a portfolio of sorts. However, this portfolio is not for a company, not for someone who will pay me a salary —but for myself. Over the years, I’ve seen too many people get fucked over by the companies they work for. We have no passion for a jobs anymore and how could we? When a lot of us don’t even get paid enough to live on our own. And if that means I will no longer have a job anymore than fuck it. I’m tired of groaning like a zombie through life. And if I’m being completely honest I’ll probably be more productive at home. Half of the time, I already am anyway, I can do more at my house in four hours than my job will let me in eight.

I feel like the time I put into some of the jobs I have is just thrown away. I don’t really learn anything new, I’m not really expected to do much. Which in all honesty just drives me completely crazy. Why am I being paid to do nothing when I should get paid more to do something? Why am I not being allowed to grow?

I’m probably just better off on my own. I’ve disciplined myself enough to write at least every once in a while. I’m finding ways to motivate myself by realizing how much my day really has been wasted and how I’ve been fucked over.

Year after year, things have started to look up for me. And I feel like now I’m just one more sentence, one more post, one more click away from being able to work on things I really want to work on.

I am ready, now more than ever, to work independently.